I'm in the process of trying to find God...
Everything after this decision has been shaking my Faith.
I just don't understand how people so young can get taken away so early. It's not fair. But I'm supposed to believe that earth was just a journey to their actual home in Heaven. Well while this might be the truth... than am I supposed to feel selfish for not wanting them to leave?
I guess. I'm more confused than I was when I started on this endeavour.
It's just so hard.
I don't want to admit that he's gone, but every little horrible thing that happens to my friends or family... reminds me that he is.
I don't know. Maybe it's just not my time to start believing.
I try but it's almost like it hurts even worse.
Just a few thoughts I had.
Bless you all.
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